「嘴巴只是用来口交」 18岁的她唱出印度女性一生恐惧

记者杨奇综合报导

印度妇女遭性侵或是民众种姓制遭凌虐事件层出不穷,出身孟买的18岁女生Aranya Johar日前在舞台上,用自创歌词唱出自己的生命经验,「阴道存在只是为了被干、胸部存在只是为了被吸吮、嘴巴存在只是为了吹箫」等写实歌词,道出了印度女性一生的恐惧。

▲Aranya Johar在台上唱出印度妇女的恐惧。(图/翻摄自Aranya Johar IG、Youtube)

▲Aranya Johar 9岁穿着制服时曾被吹口哨。(图/翻摄自Aranya Johar IG)

Aranya Johar 3月为了国际妇女节,用自创的歌词、说唱的方式,年仅18岁的她一一道出自己的生命经验,「不只是我,我的妈妈姐妹朋友,一旦过了晚上8:30,我们全都得加快脚步」、「不显露我的乳沟或是我的大腿,不想要被误会『我想要』,因为如果我穿得少一点,我不只是在显露身材,也是在冒险,拿我的童真人生冒险」,每一句歌词都可以看出印度妇女的恐惧和害怕,影片一出便引起网友热烈讨论。

不少网友大赞Aranya Johar 的勇敢:「有胆识女孩」,也有不少人心疼,直言这是「令人不忍直视的现实」。

【完整歌词】

The first boy who held my hand第一位牵起我手的男孩

told me boys don't want to hear about vaginas bleeding对我说:男生不会想听到关于阴道流血的事情

younger me could smell the misogyny我可以闻到厌女症弥漫的味道

vaginas only meant to be fucked阴道存在只是为了被干

breasts only meant to be sucked胸部存在只是为了被吸吮

mouths only meant to blow嘴巴存在只是为了吹箫

It's true, I know这是真的,我知道

My waist meant to be compared to an hourglass我的腰应该要纤细如沙漏

My voice only meant to quiver, "Ugh, please, fast"我的声音应该带点颤抖地说:喔,拜托,快一点

Yet, I am silenced除此之外,我还应该保持沉默

For all we boil down, is to sexual interaction这一切都归于性的互动

Not just me, my mother, sister, friends,不只是我,我的妈妈、姐妹、朋友

all quicken their pace post 8:30 in the evening一但过了晚上8:30,我们全都得加快脚步

My mom telling me to wear skirts out less often我妈妈叫我少穿裙子外出

Nirbhaya and more left forgottenNirbhaya还有更多被遗忘的例子

We don't want to be another of India's daughters, do we?我们并不想做另一个《印度的女儿》,不是吗?

So I wear my jeans long and wear my tops high所以我穿着长牛仔裤高领上衣

Don't show my cleavage or a hint of my thighs不显露我的乳沟或是我的大腿

Don't want to be mistaken for wanting it不想要被误会「我想要」

Cause if I wear less, I am more than just flaunting it, I'm risking it因为如果我穿得少一点,我不只是在显耀身材,也是在冒险

Risking not my virginity but my life拿我的童真和人生冒险

My hymen seems to be sacred, told to keep it till I am a wife我的处女膜似乎是不可亵渎的,他们叫我要保留到成为人妻为止

If not, I am a whore, a slut, a skank and more如果我没有的话,我就是一个妓女、一个荡妇、一个肮脏的人

Not as pure as I was before我将不再是那个纯洁的我

15-year-old Laxmi didn't like 32-year-old Guddu back15岁的Laxmi不喜欢32岁的Guddu

and Guddu dealt with it really maturely,Guddu的处理方是真的非常成熟

he made her the victim of an acid attack他把她变成了一个被硫酸攻击的受害者

Laxmi could be your sister, your girlfriend, your cousinLaxmi可能是你们的姐妹、你们的女友、你们的表姐妹

We're girls, women, human not a burden.我们是女孩、女人,是人类而不是沉重的负担

I ask my male friend to drop me home because his privilege will protect mine我请我的男性友人载我回家,因为他的身为男人优势能够保护我的基本人权

I am sorry dad I was catcalled in my uniform at the age of 9爸,我很抱歉,我9岁穿着学校制服时,曾被别人吹口哨

This isn't all men thing I know. Trust me, I do.不是所有男人都这样,我知道。相信我,我真的明白

But the men I can trust are only a few.但我能相信的男性只占少数

At the age of 12, my bra straps were sexualised在12岁那年,我的内衣肩带被视为性特征

At the same time, we don't get damn sexual rights同时,我们却得不到那该死的性权力

My aunt raped by her husband, but marital rape is fine我的阿姨被她丈夫强暴,但他们说夫妻之间的强奸没关系

Pucker up, it's a mad design, get in line.发脾气,愤怒的图谋,一步一步来

So what I am trying to say here tonight is,所以我今晚想试着传达的是

I am sorry I was brought up in a family where my brother不好意思,我是在这样的家庭长大

taught me wrong from right我哥哥教导我对与错

Where my mother believes in our generation to better the world我妈妈相信,我们这个世代会让世界更好

and make it slightly easier for each and every girl.会让每个女孩活得更轻松一些

Thank you谢谢你们

For I see men in this room这些我在这个空间里看见的男性

Reaching out for help, realising the bane of the womb伸出手帮忙,试着了解身为女性的「原罪

Being saved by the sane of a few被少数还保持神智清醒的人拯救

We are all collectively reaching out for you.让我们一起伸出援手

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